Friday, February 17, 2006

Mom Clearing away my Things

My mom is taking everything personal out of my room. My clothes can stay and so can furniture but everything that is mine - photos, memorabilia - has to go. I get into an argument with her. This goes on for a while. Finally, she tells me that she is showing the house (for sale) on my birthday. This doesn't hurt my feelings as much as I thought it would. I tell her that all she had to do was tell me and I would have moved them for her.

Disappearing World

There is something strange going on. People and places are disappearing. I am in a car. I look out my window. A large steppe land-feature - something similar looking to devils tower but not identical - has completely disappeared. I get out and look around. The area in a circle around where the feature used to be is black like soot. I start to tell people about it. Somewhere I hear a voice that says that people and things will begin to disappear now. Things are being undone. I am told that being willful will keep me around for a while longer.

scary: the 'willful' instruction is similar to Dr. Kahn's suggestion for remaining on Earth in my After Death dream

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Two Dreams of Holly

One:

I am on a field of ice and snow. I see a few small blades of green grass poking through and I decide its safe to run across the field with abandon. I run and run and then look down and realize that i am on a frozen lake. And the lake is cracking! I call out to Holly and she comes running over to me. I hollar at her to stop before you reach the lake - I don't want her to drown too. Holly crouches down on the far side of the lake and reaches out to me as I crawl slowly across the perimeter, trying to reach safety

Two:

Holly is at a circus and I have come to visit her. She is getting ready to climb a tall ladder that leads to a plank. At her boss, Jeff's, request, she is going to jump off of this plank and take a nose-dive into a very small bucket of water. I am scared for her. I tell her not to do it. I tell her that its not safe. She says that she hasn't done it before but she thinks she can. Jeff takes her outside and when she comes back in she has decided to do it because a cutomer has offered Jeff extra money to see it and he is passing some of that money on to her. To my relief, there has been a cushion added around the bucket to protect her when she returrns. Unfortunately, the plank has been raised even higher...

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Raptors

I am in a jurassic park like compound. Two Velosa raptors have escaped. I am both terrified and fascinated. I hide from them for a while in a fence outside the compound. I feel safe there. Then a jeep shows up and although I get in, I am worried about my cat. I resolve to return to base, round up a posse, and return to rescue my cat.