Monday, June 13, 2005

Strangling a Man

Note: This dream actually occurred on an unknown day in the second week of June 2005. The dream titled, Killing Everyone on Earth caused me to remember.

I am standing in a bathroom over another man. I have my hands wrapped around his throat and his head is in the sink. I am literally choking him to death with my bare hands. I can feel his throat underneath me. I can feel him struggle. I feel something weighty descend upon me when he stops struggling. When I know that he's died. I think to myself: How will God forgive me for what I've done today? How will he ever forgive me? I feel Damned.
Note: This dream actually occurred on an unknown day in the second week of June 2005. The dream titled, Killing Everyone on Earth caused me to remember.

I am standing in a bathroom over another man. I have my hands wrapped around his throat and his head is in the sink. I am literally choking him to death with my bare hands. I can feel his throat underneath me. I can feel him struggle. I feel something weighty descend upon me when he stops struggling. When I know that he's died. I think to myself: How will God forgive me for what I've done today? How will he ever forgive me? I feel Damned.